Are You Fearful, Or Just Scared?

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What I Learned From Mom

When I was a child, my mother firmly believed in spanking. She never had any problems in bringing about a swift judgment. It was never unfounded though, because I deserved every spanking I ever got. I could be a very stubborn, hard-headed and just plain, downright mean child.

knew what would bring about her wrath though. It was never a mystery! She didn’t just wake up in the morning and decide that she was going to change the script. It wasn’t a matter of being more lenient or less lenient sometimes. Her rules never changed, and that was something I could count on.

It didn’t matter if I had lied to her, got into something I wasn’t suppose to or set my little sister up to be the fall-girl in some master plan of mine. I knew it would be the switch or her own hand that would, “get me in the end”.

If she found out!

Trying To Hide Things

That was my weakest mental facility as a youngster, say, still in elementary school. I somehow believed that I could do these things I knew that I wasn’t suppose to do and get away with them. Well, if I did them away from the watchful eye of my mother. I am now a grown woman with my own children. I now know why she seemed to be everywhere and could come out of nowhere at the worst possible time.

Like the time when I was about 8 or 9 years old and I thought I’d give cussing a try. I was in the living room one Saturday morning and Mom and Dad were still sleeping soundly, or so I thought. My little sister and I always got up early to watch cartoons, with a bowl of cereal, and they would sleep in late because they could and deserved to do so. Thinking I was fairly safe, being a good way from their bedroom door, I gave some of those grownup words a spin and, BAM!, there she was! It was, effectually, the last time I used those words for quite some time.

Over the years, I learned that she only said what she meant, and meant what she said. Strangely enough, I have never to this day needed any kind of therapy, I’ve never been impaired in my mental facilities because of it and I do not hate her for giving me a good whipping when I needed it. 

Thankful For Mom’s Godly Example

I love my Mother, and I love the fact that she wasn’t afraid to lay that chalk line out for me, because I needed it. She always likened raising a child to planting a sapling tree. If you plant that sapling and leave it to its own devices, it will bend and sway with every wind and weather situation and would grow gnarled and bent. She went on to say that once that tree was grown, you can no longer straighten it, because that “growing up crooked” has scarred it for life.

But, she said, if you take that same tree and plant it, putting braces around it and tying it up, forcing it to grow straight and tall, that it would. And again, once it became a mature tree, it would still be straight, tall, strong and able to withstand the harshest weather. And she would liken that to the verse in the Bible that says, Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it. Proverbs 22:6. 

She said that to NOT train a child in what is right and wrong is a horrible injustice on the child who will grow up without respect, self-control and an idea of what to do verses what not to do. The Bible clearly tells us that, as parents, we have a job to do when it comes to our children. And it is certainly not to let them do as they wish all the time.

Fearful…Not Scared

Having grown up that way myself, I can say that I feared my Mother’s righteous judgment. It scared me to think of what she would do if I disobeyed her. It wasn’t the kind of fear that you have for a stranger or someone who hurts you without reason. I think you, even those of you who weren’t strictly disciplined as children, can agree, there are varying degrees of fear. There are also different ways in which certain people’s minds represent fear.

The fear I had of my Mother was the fear that if I did something wrong, I would get a spanking. I knew that I would, and I knew what she considered wrong. And, as I said, I’m thankful that she raised me in such a way because I feel like it shaped me as a human being. That’s not to say that I didn’t get into other troubles. I did. All the while knowing what my Mother would think of it, what she did think of it, and I still attempted to do things without her knowledge.

But that fear was always there!

Relating These To Scripture

I have said all that to preface what I’m about to say about the many times the Bible tells us to “fear the Lord”. I have heard people say things like, why would we want to serve a God that we are scared of? What kind of God must He be to want us to live in fear all the time? How can He talk about loving us and turn right around and say that we should fear Him?

Well, think about what I’ve just said about my fearing my Mother. She didn’t instill that fear in me in order to make me succumb to her every whim because it made her feel more powerful. Mom didn’t let me know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that she would tear my rear end up if I did the things I knew I shouldn’t do, just to be mean, hateful or harsh.

The Love of a Mother…

She did it because she loved me. My mother knew that, if she let me do whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted, that I would grow up disrespectful and rude. It would lead to a feeling of entitlement that I had no right to. She did it because she wanted me to become more than that, and everything that I could be. She had high hopes for the little one that was trying to raise right.

And so it is with God, our Heavenly Father. He loved us enough that Jesus came to walk in flesh, among His very creation. And then He died a sinless death on a cross for the sins of all of us! He knew that His own Law dictated that sin has a price that required payment. It is a righteous and real price, and He has warned of the consequences. That same fear that kept us from doing what we knew we shouldn’t as children, knowing the righteous judgment of a parent, is the same kind of fear that is spoke of, time and again in Scripture….

Read More:

  • Proverbs 1:7
  • Proverbs 1:29
  • Proverbs 2:5
  • Proverbs 9:10
  • Isaiah 33:6
  • 2 Corinthians 7:1
  • Hebrews 10:31
The Bible is full of MANY more examples and explanations to this very thing that I am talking about. The fear of the Lord. He made His Law. And, in the Old Testament, we saw that we as humans would never be able to stand up to it. God saw the same thing and sent Jesus as our “once and for all” sacrifice. That meant we wouldn’t have to live perfectly, because we are incapable of it. We will fail, fall and ultimately allow our flesh to destroy us from the inside out. 

BUT GOD!

I’m thankful to have that fear, of knowing wrong from right. At least as much as He has revealed to me thus far in my life. It is my prayer that if my thinking doesn’t line up with His, that He would reveal it to me. My desire: to be able to see the error, fix it, and continue on in HIS will for my life.
I don’t want to be on the wrong side of His wrath! I know what it can do, and I know what the end result is. He has already told us all about it in His Word. Our fear of Him must make us turn from our sinfulness and accept the gift of Jesus’ death on the cross.
Jesus even told us plainly, Himself: “And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.” Matthew 10:28
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  1. Great Post! I usually don’t hear many Christians talk about the fear of the Lord. But you spoke on it wonderfully and tied it in perfect with your experience as a child and your mum.

    Have a blessed day!
    Erik

    1. Thank you! When I was a child, back in Eastern Kentucky, preachers preached on the fear of the Lord so much so that even as children growing up, we knew and understood it. Once I grew up and moved away from there, it was shocking to see that it wasn’t as common place as I had always known it to be. Of course, in this society, where we are bludgeoned on all sides with fear-mongering, it shouldn’t be a surprise, I suppose. Oh, but that more people spoke the truth on a regular basis!!

      1. Amen sister! I love the words of 3 John 1:4 “I have no greater joy than to hear that my children are walking in the truth.” Indeed, only if more people spoke the truth on a regular basis!

        1. AMEN! My thoughts exactly 🙂

  2. Love your post. I think a lot of people are confused about the “fear of God”. If one knows the love of God (1Cor 13:4-8) then one would know He doesn’t want us to be scared of Him but repsect Him and understand that He only wants the best for me – like a parent. Great job explaining that.

    1. Thank you so much, sister, I appreciate that. God bless you 🙂

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